Plus, he's going looking for webcams to find somebody to jerk off to.

I'm so ready to tell him to friggin GET OUT. I do NOT deserve this kind of crap. I deserve SO much more. way more.. beyond way more. I'm so mad right now I could choke him.

So I treat him like a child?? WTF? THis is bullshit. He's doing whatever he wants just because he thinks I'm treating him like a child. Um NO. I asked him BEFORE we got married to not drink much.. so he drinks away from home, with other people. I said I do NOT like porn. guess who's looking?

If he's lucky, he'll wake up to finding the crotches in his pants. because I'm just.. beyond pissed. taking MY fucking car to work so he has a ride while his is screwed, living in THIS house, with a free maid, cook, etc. And pulling this shit. No. i'm so finished. I'm tired of it all. Honestly. I'm going to get him to go to counseling and I'm going to tell them if this is the crap he wants to do, he can go. I'm not having it in my house .. I LIVE HERE DAMMIT. I *CAN* say what I like and dont like, and he should have the fucking common sense to not be so stupid.